i hate mother's day.

well...maybe hate is a strong word but all those made up bullshit holidays (that would be pretty much all of them wouldnt it? but i mean the ones falsely created ala admin. assistants day, mothers day, what have you.)

but for the sake of my sanity it is easier to smile thru it then to try to change the entire system. really, tried doing that big giant fail. but todays mothers day just kinda sucked ass, kidlet is being rude. which is not entirely out of his natural realm, he is after all an american teenager. god help me. but damn today he was excpetionally rude. but good thing is his dad was smart enough to stop by the local school plant sale and get me a plant for kidlet to bring home. smart man that one. now.

and older child who isnt mine but whom i raised also came by. meant the world to me.

at least soon it will be "the time in which child goes to his room and does not come back out unless there is bleeding or fire" otherwise known as bedtime. cannot come soon enough. i so need the break.

i wonder if the adhd/add medications the therapist and dr. sya he needs would help or is it jsut a gateway drug?